My path to being Mistress Natalie’s Sissy Slut…..by Candy

For as long as I can remember I was always an adrenaline junky and highly sexual. I flew planes, rode motorcycles, shot guns, sky dove, scuba dived and indulged all my thrill seeking behavior except one…the urge to see a dominatrix. Being the boss at home and at work in a very high-pressure industry I craved a break from being in charge all the time. At 41 I developed a brain aneurysm which took over 6 months diagnose and treat. After surviving the very high risk surgery I knew I was not going to wait any longer to explore my last unknown, I was all too aware of how you never know what tomorrow will hold. Understanding how judgmental most people are I could not ask any friends or colleagues for a good “dominatrix referral” so I was left to my own devices.… I had no idea how lucky I was when I found Mistress Natalie.
I arraigned my first session, it was spring of 2001, and to say I was nervous was an understatement. What was I getting myself into? Adrenaline pumping, I was greeted at the door by Mistress. She allowed me time to talk before we started, this helped a lot. I told her about the constant physical pain I was in due to back issues and that pain was not something I wanted to explore since I lived it every day. She understood this and said that it was not essential to her getting what she wants. I was hooked immediately, it was like a mini mental vacation where I didn’t have to think I just did what I was told and had fun at the same time. I am still not sure but I think it was the very first session that Mistress had decided I would make a good Sissy Slut and had already started to break down my male tendencies.
After the next couple of sessions Mistress started to remove my male persona without me even really noticing. I knew I loved the sessions and my Mistress. Mistress, in my mind, took me back to puberty and started training me as an oversexed female with all the trimmings. In the beginning we used Mistress’s wigs, clothing and breast forms. After a short while I began buying high quality accessories to make passing as easy as possible. During the following years in session I was a woman and acted as one as much as possible to please Mistress. All I wanted to do was to please my Mistress, which was and still is the most important thing in my life.
Over time with Mistress’s training, the correct corset, wig, and breast forms I could pass very easily (with exception of my voice). To assist in becoming even more feminine for my Mistress I went to a transformation school. They got me used to going out dressed, being totally transformed in public. To surprise Mistress with my new skills I made up a story of wanting a female friend to join our session. At the time of the appointment I told mistress I was running 5 minutes late but my “friend” was there. That morning I had gone to the transformation studio and was decked out to the nines. The “friend” was me arriving in all my feminine glory. Mistress Natalie was very surprised and very pleased when she opened the door to her sissy. She was so impressed Mistress let me go out with her and her girlfriends that night to a bar…ladies night out. It was fantastic.
Mistress Natalie’s knowledge of human nature is amazing, Mistress knew long before I did what I would be best. She transformed me so easily I hardly knew I was being reprogrammed. Mistress got me to the point where I longed for her strap-on and missed it greatly in-between visits. 14 years later when not with her I miss it more than ever.
My sissification continued until Mistress decided I was ready to take more than just her strap-on. The first time with the real thing I was horrible. I tried so hard to get better with Mistress’s guidance and her strap-on tutorials. There was quite a bit of time between the first and second attempt with the real thing. My second attempt was better but I still needed work. I continued Mistress’s protocol, her strict regiment of hours of sucking her strap-on. The third attempt we had Mistress Nadia join us. Finally, success! To say I was good was an understatement. Mistress Nadia was surprised to hear it was only my third time and I was so excited I told Mistress I was ready for my own corner on the street. We laughed but it was true, I could make a living if necessary on the streets.
Over the years I have become more involved in the scene and have met more like minded people both Dom and Sub. I have heard some horror stories when a sub goes to some of these so called professional Dominatrixes. I am so fortunate I met Mistress my first attempt. I know she is a cut above the rest, Mistress’s knowledge, her intuition, her professionalism and her caring for all her subs. it is unparalleled.
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